My front door...

My Room. I painted the separation with home made paint. I didn't put enough sikkatief in it. It didn't dry for a long time...

Drying my clothes...

Rinne. He commited suicide by swimming into the sea...

   I was living in a squatted house, never washed my hair with shampoo, drove a three wheeler bicycle and meditated one hour a day, Vipassana. I was a macrobiotic cook, vegetarian, didn't drink, smoke or use any drugs, including coffee...

Saada.

   Neeraja

   Neeraja. I can still hear this song in my head, seeing her like this, that I always sung thinking about her. 'You are so beautiful...'

ShanT and Neeraja

Back from India

   Neeraja, She was the only woman I knew for the full hundred percent I wanted to be with. I was so in love..

Neeraja. It took me 8 years to trust to fall in love again. What pain I had splitting up from you... But I didn't understand you then, and I still don't understand you now...